Because Every Band-Aid has to be ripped off ,Sooner or later

"You Don't let people in,it's hard for you but once you do you don't want to let them go."

You always have that one friend you can say everything and anything to...and for me it was you..
Don't know when you suddenly became so important to me...considered you my best friend...But Where were you when my world was on fire? Why did you have to leave?

Maybe you have found someone better, who understands you more, maybe you have changed your priorities.

So today, I'm forgiving myself for hating myself beause of other people. For feeling sad over these now-extremely-awkward friendships.

Whatever happens, if we talk once a month, or directly after a year, I'll always love you!

I'm shaking off this whole thing, and ripping off the band-aids. It'll hurt, God it already does, but it will get better someday. HAS TO!

This doesn't mean I hate you. It just means I've accepted what's happening and I will no longer dwell on it, or complain about it.

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